Tatkala aku kesunyian ;)

feel's like lonely :/

anda semua , pasti mempunyai perasaan yang dinamakan kesunyian ?
sama macam sy . sy tgh dlm kesunyian sekarang nie . nak menaip pun mood kadang kala baik dan tidak . nk wtcmne ? lyn jela mood kita je an ? hehe ); sekarang , sy sunyi . apabila sy sunyi , sy buntu untuk melakukan sesuatu -.- aikk fiqah , nie mesti ade problem nie ? maybe yes , maybe no . uji minda anda . huahaha . tape tape . skrg kalau sy sunyi , sy akn membloggin' la . ape lagi ? huhu . cehh , mntg2 ade blog la skrg kan ? tapela . sy menganggap blog sebagai tempat sy meluahkan sesuatu , sebagai isi masa lapang .. and kepada sesiapa yg tak suka , go to hell - o la . HAHA , nie blog sy . suka suki sy la nk wt ape pun . its none of your business right ? amek kau ! HAHA . ok la . mood sy tak berapa baik . ade masalah peribadi . aha , ade masa , nnt kita jumpa ye blog kegemaran ku ? HAHA . see yaww . tiktok ... tiktok ...

masa hadapan .

gambar* as a simbol


'seseorang harus merancang masa depan yang teratur . masa depan yang cerah membawa kejayaan yang cemerlang kepada hidup .'

ayooo fiqah , start berceramah yang tak seberapa nie . HAHA . tape tape . let's go on .

semua org memang nk berjaya . just like me . i want to SUCCESS ! ok , like you all know , i was in form 1 , and coming soon i will be in form 2 , fourteen years old . memang la baru form 2 , i know i have a long way to go on . tp walau ape pun , kita mesti bersedia awal , betul tak ? hehe . bak kata pepatah , sediakan payung sebelum hujan . kita kena la rancang awal masa depan kita . huhu .
yeahh , seperti gambar diatas , i described as , i have a long way to go . not mean , if i failed now , i will fail forever right ? hwaargghhh , i hope so -.- and i know , there'll be different kind of problem and no matter what , we just have to face it ! yeahh ! if i have to face the problem that takes a miles away , i rather ! HAHA ..

p/s ; tatau nape ade perasaan yang semangat cmnie . but yeahh , success in my hand (!)

time like a GOLD

yes ! masa itu ibarat emas . masa tidak mengejar kita , tp sebaliknya kita yg mengejar masa . oleh itu , haruslah kita menggunakan masa dengan manfaatnya . cehhhhhhh , apsal syafiqah nie ? berlagak , HAHA

ok , ok . why i say time like a GOLD GOLDEN ?
hmm . sepertimana kita tahu , masa pun bergerak pantas . bulan 12 pun semakin menghampiri pengakhirannya . ohh no !
2009 ! 2009 ! akan sampai penghujungnya ! no i dont want ! no 2010 . nanti masuk form 2 , susah wehh ! takut takut ! hwarghhhhhhh ! and , yg paling sedih , aku tak dpt jumpa dgn dia lg . jumpa mmg la leh . tp bukan selalu ! bosan gla ! aaarghh ! i think 2009 is the best moment wehh ! sbb tahun nie la i met him at busstop . what a best moment gla vavi wehh ! HAHA . 2009 jugak la all senior form 5 are the best ! ceewahh , maklum la ramai kenal kakak abang form 5 . weeeee ;D taknak 2010 la macikk ! taknak 2010 ! nk 2009 jeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! always 2009 !

I ♥ 2009 (!)
FOREVER AND EVER

:D

your fullname ?
NUR SYAFIQAH CHE KAMARUDIN

your nickname ?
FIQAH , FIQ

what are youu doing now ?
BLOGGIN'

what are youu doing 30 mins. ago ?
SLEEP SLEEPIN'

who's the first person txt youu today ?
MEGAT*SYGG );

who's the first person call youu today ?
SYS FARAH

what's ur fav colour ?
BLACK , BLUE

why ?
SHOULD I TELL ?

describe bout yourself (5)
-LOVE MEGAT
-LOVE MEGAT
-LOVE MEGAT
LOVE MEGAT
-LOVEEE MEGAT (!)

i loveee; (3)
;MEGAT FARID
;FARISHA
;1GEMILANG09

i hateee; (3)
NO ONE KUT

fav subject ?
MATHEMATICS
SEJARAH

fav lyric ?
IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE LYRICS

who are youu ?
I'M A GIRL );

your hope ?
I HOPE AND WISH I COULD BE WITH HIM FOREVER !

youu love to say ,
I LOVE YOUU SYGG !

tag ?

MEGAT , ASHAA

webcam with them <3

they 're mean soo in my life . <3333 (!)

p/s ; my face had been crop . sorry . aha ,

thanx to her , NUR FARISHA ISMAIL

taken by ibrahim yatim (!)

ye aku tau baim dgn megat len fiqah ...
aku tahu kau dh bpe kali ckp dgn dia yg kau takan tinggalkan semua . mybe dia still tak dpt terima kenyataan
mybe dia still dlm kesempitan . mungkin dia hilang arah ... sbb kau tahu , dia ada kau sorang je tempat bergantung
tgk la famili diaa , thts why dia mcm terlalu yakin yg kau akan tnggalkan dia ... sbb dia fikir semua org tanak kt dia
kau kene faham dgn situasi dia . ok ? mood dia cpt berubah tuu . lg lg kalau dia kt rumah . tape , yg penting skrg
even ape pun yg terjadi please ... jgn lari . stay beside him , he needs you fiqah :') even dia ckp dia tanak kau ...
sebenanye orang yg dia perlukan tu adalah KAU ,



kau nii , doktor cinta lah sgt aku ni -.-
skrg ni , ape yg dia ckp kau iya kan jee . dia nk perhatian kau tuu . kau dgr je ape yg dia nk , ape yg dia mintak
walaupun segala yg dia ckp tu sakitkan hati kau . kan aku ckp , dia tipu je semua tu ... dia sendiri sebenanye tanak ckpp ape yg dia ckp tu .
dia tu terlalu fikir yg kau tinggalkan dia ... sbb keliling dia org semua tanak dia thts why . kalau dia makin jauh dgnn kau ... kau dekatkan diri kau kt dia .
k ? jgn risau ..

*this my DOKTOR CINTA , aha . thnx for your advise .. btw , ilysm la dear debby . HAHA

blank , heart-broken .

i don't know why , life was so COMPLICATED and HARD !

kenapa kenapa kenapa ? so many things happen in short time . da la result aku teruk ! nie skarang , megat pulak nk mnx putus ! ape niee ?! kau da janji takkan tinggalkan aku right ?! kau da promise beribu-ribu kali . but the truth is now , you want leave me don't youu ? haa ! kau tahu yg aku tak boleh langsung terima psl nie ! kau tau yg aku takkan sesekali terima yg kau akn tinggalkan aku sorg sorg ! nape fikiran kau sempit sgt r ! i dont know what to say syg , i really love you ! love youu more than everythigggggg ! takleh ke kita takpyh gado ?! kalau cmnie smpai bila hbngn kita terus membaek . kalau kau kata kita nie tak sesuai , it's too late ! kita da bersama for 7month lebih da . ape yg tak sesuai ? and aku pun da mula pandai baca hati kau , aku kenal kau ! aku tahu kau takut i will leave you ? sbb aku da makin matang , and so aku nie mudah terpikat la kt laki len ? cmtuh kau fikir ? it was so ridiculous !

youuuuuuu , i really love you so muchh ! i love youu more than everything ! i wait for youu sygg ! coz no one can replace you for me (!)

tension tension (!)

semalam , as usual , lepak uma asha . takde keje ohh . time tu ade farahin skali .ok , plan tgk cite hantu ngeri . cite exte hair extension . woahh ! cite jepun tu gla r ! terasa wehh ! cuba korg bygkan r rambut korg kena tarik ?! terasa sangat sangat ;D sementara uh , pinjam hnfon asha jp . nk on ms . time tu , asha inform yg RESULT DA KELUAR ! cuak gla ! nk taip ic , dupdapdupdap .. check , gla bodo baii . i got 3A 4B 1C for pmr subject . terkejut gla r ! teruk gla result ! dulu bm aku D , skarang science lak C . bodo2 je la aku nie ! haishh . mmg taknak r gtaw famili . aha , takut je kena marah . wuu . agak dissapointed r . hwaaaarghhhhhhhhh ......

then , kul 3.25ptg , buah hati aku call , "haa yangg , nk jumpa tak ? -ok . -jumpa kt mana ? -kt publicfhone laa . ok .. then jumpa la dia . jap2 .. baju asha lupa nk pulangkan la . HAHA nyanyuk aje aku nie . then , kitorg jalan2 smbil beborak . unfortunately , hujan mula turun renyai2 , then lebat gla ! kitorg smpt pun berteduh kt belakang de palma hotel . cm bodo je . HAHA then kitorg g la restoran LENGGONG*nama pelik uhh . HAHA sambil tu kitorg beborak borak laa . then kul 5.30 balikk ..

arghhhh ! tension result teruk ! bodo bodo ! tape fiqah , next time work harder ;D *motivasi diri .

when i miss him , i will sing this song .

DANIEL BEDINGFIELD
If you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings,
but I know you are here with me now,
We'll make it through,
and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away,
But I know that this much is true,
We'll make it through,
And I hope you are the one I share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with,
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with,
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right,
And though I can't be with you tonight,
You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?


this song is for youu sygg ;D

I am FIQAH );

maybe some of them penah kutuk aku kut . ckp aku sombong , berlagak , budak2 , nerdy or wateva la !
ok , truthly , i'm a simple person . budak biasa yg sederhana je , tak kaya , tak cantik , maybe tak pandai dari korg .. it's up to you all to think what about me . i just want to be ME , MYSELF , I . aku taw aku tak secantik korg , tak kreatif cm korg . maybe i am a bit copycat person ? hmm . kat luar sana uh , yg mengutuk2 aku tuu , suka hati kau la ! this is mine ! diri aku . kau takpyh nk sesuka hati judge aku la . lantak kau la nk ckp ape ! aku tak kesah . aku cuma nk berkawan ngn korg dgn ikhlas sincerely ); but truly , i love to make a new friends . aku suka berkwn , tp i know , i'm bit quiet person , not friendly , and blablabla ,, aku kwn tak kira pangkat darjat or what . it's all SAME ! and i'm very appreciate those who teach me . thnx guys ! hmm .
kepada yg terasa tuu , maaf dipinta . i'm just tell the truth . and and ,
HELLO HELLO HELLO to my new friends ;D

1 , 2 , 3 A , B , C ..

from the beginning , we would taught by our parents or teacher or anyone else 1 2 3 .. A B C ..

yess ! HAHA . from now , i decided to WORK HARDER , MAKE THEM PROUD OF ME !
form 2 2010 (!) , you're going die with me ! susah gla viva wehh form 2 ! tape2 , no things is easier for us . sometimes , we had through the challenge that given to us by ALLAH . we have to go on our lives as we still alive and can learn more about this world full with modern techology and SAVE OUR MOTHER NATURE ! bhaha . semangat gla aku ! yess yess ! that's me ! no one can judge me . I LOVE OUR EARTH ! easier than that . HAHA -.-

it's todayy .

yeah , today ? whhy ?

today is the boredsome moment ! you know what ? hari nie kena duk uma jaga uma . sbb ade renovate kt blkng uma uh . byk endon2 , ayaaaa , and da la bising , ganggu org jea . serius bosan gla ! nk kuar pun lmbt lagi , next week wednesday . date ! dengan dia ! wuu . tak sbr ! taw taw , roxy ade sale gla2 vavi ?! kann ? nk pau dia abes2 r . HAHA . jahat je aku ;D ayaa , hari nie aku bgun awl . kul 8 . kemas2 uma . pas2 mata aku lentuk gla ! tdo tak ingat dunia . lena gla duhh ! wlpn bingit telinga aku dgr org zeeeeeeeep zoooookkkkkk .. aku dpt juga menakung air liur basi aku ! HAHA . ok . then then , aku masuk toilet dgn malas gila , mandi .. likes lagu "bangun pagi , gosok gigi , cuci muka and bla bla bla .. tak ingat lirik . muahaha . yang aku tahu , lagu favourite aku gla2 ! , if ' you 're not the one by Daniel Bedingfield . thnx sha sbbb bg lagu tu . actually aku mmg minat gla lagu tu dari dulu . tp tatau tajuk dia . hehe . next , aku tatau nape aku rasa aku tgh RAJINN ! aku study form 2's book . fuyoo , susah gla ! betul ckp senior2 form 5 like abg izham and kak rahisya , form 1 senang , masuk je form 2 mmg susah tp , yg aku pelik . dorg kate form 3 senang ? weird .. tp tapela . just see it . HAHA . aku belajar sejarah . siot ! pening gla kepala aku duk maen ngn satu buku sejarah nie ! bodoh ! salah taip ke ape tah . laen gla topik ngn buku teks ! menyesal je aku beli ! huhh ! lantak kau laa buku . malas aku nk layan . haishh . math pun leh thn gak la . tapela . start sekarang*masuk form 2 , I WILL WORK HARDER TO SUCCESS ! Cehh , bersemangat nie ! mmg pun -.- tp yg paling cuak gila nk mati ,! result final nie . takut wehh !aku rasa aku menurun kut . ntah laa . takutt dohhh ! haishh . aku cuma leh bertawakal jelaa . Insyaallah , 8A in my hands !
ok ok , gtg . byeeeeeee ):

;D

the twilight saga NEW MOON was awesome wehh ! serius ! and aku terasa tgk cite tuh . ada kala sedih , ada kala happy , ada kala sweet and mcm2 agy laa . hmm . i cant describe anything about that story . tp tak syok sbb cite tu tergantung . tak best ! kena tunggu smbungan . ape ? breaking down ngn eclipse eh ? hmm . wateva la ! now , mata berat , ngntuk ! nk tidoo . daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa );

diary now .

haishh ! aku felt so bored today ! serius bosan gla ! da la tak msg ngn dia*megat . dia pulak tak sehat . ayooo . risau gla aku ! dia da muntah2 . serius nie ! mak dia tak bwk ke g klinin ? haishh . kalau aku , da lama aku bwk . tp naek ape ? nk DRIVE ? wooowww ! terer aku . bru form 1 tp da pndai drive . motor pun tak reti bawak . berangan jea . HAHA . sygg , i miss you so muchh ! really ! syg wt pe la tu kan ? ayg windu kt sygg !!
sambil taip , tgk la cite sekar . haishh . cite endon nie inlogical la ! mepek mepek je . tension gla tgk ! aaahh ! mls la nk tgk . da la . penat . nk tidoo . mata da berat nie . byeeeeeee . see yahh ! ;D

;)

i'm waiting this :D
p/s : sayangg , Iwish our true love could be as them -.-

jadi tak jadi .. huhh ?

the story began ,,

kak lang : kau kt mne nie ?
fiqah : kat uma la . nape ?
kak lang : pergi siap2 . jakgi aku bwk kau tgk wyg .
fiqah : ouhh okk ..
tutttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt ..

then , aku pun siap2 . mandi , gosok gigi , pakai baju , tudung ..
bila da siap , turun bwh tgk tv . cite SHREK THE THIRD . then , kak lang pun sampai . terus gerak g sunway pyramid . time tu kak ngah pun ade . kitorg nk g tgk cite TWILIGHT NEW MOON . da sampai , g la kt tgv uh . tgk2 takde sit pulak . ade tu mmg ade , tp sit dpn skali . sape nak ann ??!!! yg paling TAKPUAS hati nie . da booking awl2 tp dpt sit depan ?! ngehh ! org sptutnya bg sit blkng an ? hmm . cm tak jadi je tgk hari nie* i guess . tgk2 betul . last2 kak lang kate beli ticket masa tu jugak untuk tgk esok . ok beli laa . tp aku beli laen . guess what , POPCORN ! "a regular popcorn satuu ?" hehe . time tu gila teringin nk makan ! so beli la . org sptutnye beli untuk mkn masa wyg an ? aku pulak mkn time jln2 . sengal jee . HAHA . tak jadi tgk , cuci cuci mata jela tgk baju cantik cantikk ! then , balikkkkkkkkkkk ..


the story end ..
thnx for reading ):

rabu rabu rabu (!)

wahhhhhhhh ! hari nie best glaa ! the best day in my life kut . muahaha .
whyy ?? sbb , sbb aku da berbaek ngn megat ! yayyy ! hepi gla2 weh !
ok , smlm kan aku tido kul 6 pagi , tapi aku bgun awl ! kul 12 HAHA . sengal an ? kelam kabut ohh ! bgun , terus mandi mandi .. yelaa , megat abis kul 12.30 spm . so aku kena awal smpai . fuuuhh ! nasib baek smpt smpai awal . megat was so suprised sbb aku ade kat situ . then smbl jln kitorg berborak . bincang semua2 laa . hmm . tp masa tu nmpk la dia okay ckit . and aku pun KO . HAHA . then , kitorg wt appointment , kul 3 , kitorg jumpa kt restoran lenggong*nama pelik an ? aku pun tatau . hmm .then kitorg bincang2 semua la . wahh ! mood dia baek ohh . and time tuu kitorg berbaek . wuhuu . masa tu kul 3 sampai la kul 5 lebih . and automatik , kitorg da berbaek ! alhamdulillah .. legaa ..
haishh , penatnya tulis . tapela . at least aku da lega sbb aku da berbaek . huhu . okay . the END -.-